- Started to feel me in the 70's

He left her in her house as usual in that day....they didn´t talk each others as usual either....he was waiting for her....respecting her silence as usual....but before leave his car in that day she didn´t leave or say good night as she always did in a polite way.....he was little worried with her...

"Are you ok?.....I can left you in a hospital or buy something for you if you want..."

She smile little shy...

"No...I am ok....sorry for that.....I was just thinking in something..."

He tried be calm and make her feel more comfortable to talk or just feel ok for don´t want to talk with him in that moment....at the end....he only wanted made her feel better....

"Look....if you want talk something with me don´t need be afraid ok.....and if you are not comfortable to say now....maybe you should just wait for other moment ....when you could say or do what you want without hesitate ok...but for now I think you should go home.....I now I made you feel little uncomfortable for all I said to you....but I am sure you noticed I never will push you in a situation that you don´t want..."

She look inside his eyes and then decided just ask him something..

"Being sincere....I think you are unfair with me.....cause you know more about me than I know about you....."

He was astonished with her words....and then she made clear what she meant....

"I know you treat me really nice....and I thank you for that.....and the fact you respect me so much.....but you had listened me playing the piano for so long time.......and even if I can see you all the week.....don´t mean I know who you are....and what you ask me for me....even if you are a real gentleman....is hard for me just start trust in you......."

He forced a smile and tried be polite...

"I understand....look....if you want stop see me I understand..."

She touched his hand...

"Wait....I don´t mean it.....I just think should be easier for me understand you more and in a way that won´t be uncomfortable for me if I had the opportunity to see you as you have seen me...."

He was thinking what she was talking about....

"Sorry....but I don´t know if I understand what you mean.....cause I feel you don´t feel so comfortable to talk with me yet....so...I would like you say clearer what you mean if you don´t mind of course..... "

She then asked something to him...

"I was thinking in something ..please don´t think something bad about me...but maybe only will work if I go to your home....I sorry for ask you just now....but do you mind if I go to your home now?....I remember you told me your home is near here....so I could come back to my home safe just walking..."

He was astonished with her words.....but he didn´t want disappointed her...

"Don´t worry.......I never could think something bad about you....but I only will accept that if I bring you home after that......"

He was affraid what she could think about him after notice the mess was his apartment and the fact he lived far away from her home.

"I am sure you noticed I don´t live near to your home....I am sorry for had said before my home was near to your house....but look....with car don´t looks so far...and won´t be a problem for you return not too late......anyway.....I don´t like to lie...especially with you...but I just didn´t want you worried with that before when I was bring you at home all days...and you don´t need to worry with that even now...."

She smiled.

"I knew.."

He was astonished and when he finally was near to his apartment and he had stopped and parked the car....She just said....

"I had the feeling you lived far from my home.....I understand the reasons you did that.....but please...if you really want me trust in you...never do that again...even if is something simple or not.....Is really hard for me trust in people....and when I just stop to trust in someone....I never trust again..."

He looked in her eyes and notice she was being really serious...

"Ok...I understand....I really understand and respect that....you are right....and I really sorry for that..."

She smiled...

"Don´t need to say sorry....as I told you I understand yoru reasons to do that.....so maybe we should coming...."

He was surprised...thought she only wanted discovered if he lived near to his house....but she really wanted go to his apartment...and in front of the front door he said....

"An old man rented that apartment for me and never take all his stuffs out there...I am only in the bedroom...so I really sorry for the mess.....so...here is where I live...."

She looked and really had a lot boxes and dust...

"I see.....do you mind to show your bedroom?"

He was really uncomfortable with that situaction but tried respect her....and couldn´t even know what to expect from her in that moment....

"Here is my bedroom....I really sorry for the mess..."

She looked his bedroom and then asked something to him....

"I notice you have a radio to play some vinyls....where they are?"

He looked to her little confused....

"Do you mean my vinyls?....they are inside my wardrobe.....would you like to listen music now?..."

She smiled...

"Not really....I would like to bring all your vinyls to my house if you don´t mind...."

He was little shy...

"All the vinyls?"

He blushed in that moment...and she started to laugh a little bit.....

"You have seen me through my music....I would like to see you through the songs you like....bu of course only if you agree with that..."

How could he said now for her?....He had accepted and bring her to her house....he left her and his vinyls in her house and he was too shy....in front of her house and after left her safe at home....he asked her...

"You really needed all vinyls?....some of them are too old and I needed to admit I am really shy to just think you will listen that songs I always listening when I am alone...."

She was glad....

"But I want exactly that....listen the songs you don´t share with others.....and never tell you like in front of others...cause that songs really show who you are and what you feel...because that I wanted go to your home today and without show you what I wanted there.....cause I know even if you are a nice person....and won´t lie to me....I am sure you could hesitate to bring all them to me if I had just asked you without go to your home...sorry for that....but I am sure I will be able to understand you more after listening that songs...."

He laughed little shy....

"Now I think will be hard for be say something with you ...after you will notice my taste for music...some songs are so old....and not only old..."

She laughed either....

"Don´t worry.....more than just listen to the music....I will be more interested in the feelings you have between the lines.....the feelings through the music...."

She said goodnight to him and after left her at her home.....he went to his apartment....and just could believe in all that happened in just one day....he couldn´t sleep thinking and what song she could listen first....what she could think about that songs....about him after all that...he remembered he had underlined some songs in a lot cover vinyls....she would notice that for sure....