...with all my heart....

The queen was so upset, she couldn't help complaining about life.

She was so mean when she thought about herself. The knight felt that and wanted make her feel better.

He hoped his words could help her. She was so alone and when she was close to others only got hurts.

She was feeling insecure, like she never would trust in people again. He could still feel all kindness from her heart.

Old knight: ".......you may cover it up and deny it......... but you have a gentle heart.......There are times when I look at you and I still can’t believe you're real......."

Old knight: "...I shouldn't have left you alone with these people...."

Queen: "These people?"

Old knight: "...They are not to be trusted....."

Queen: "Who is to be trusted?"

He kneeled down.

Old knight: "............Trust me....."

Queen: "There it is: trust me.....And it's you I should trust....? Only you? I don't need trust any longer. I don't want it and I don't have room for it."

Old knight: "...You are too young to be so....."

Queen: "And you are too familiar!"

Old knight: "...Forgive me...... No one can survive in this world without help.....No one........Let me help you......please. Tell me how......"

He felt her cold look.

Queen: "You betrayed me from the first"

She had discussed with others about him and was advised to cut him out from her life. She wasn't trusting in him anymore.

Old knight: "Forgive me. I never meant.....please......forgive me."

He was feeling so lost after notice she was disappointed and not trusting in him. He never meant to hurt her.

Queen: "...and you want me to forgive you!?"

He was desesperated.

Old knight: "I have loved you....."

Queen: "Love? Love!? How can you say that to me?...."

He approached to the queen's throne.

Queen: "....Don't ever presume to touch me .....or speak my name....You have until dusk to collect your things and leave this city......If you are found.... past break of day, I'll have your head..... Go...Now."

He has been banished, instead of being sentenced to death.

He could end his own life if she had commanded him. He felt she even thought that deep inside.

The knight couldn't see her anymore, but due his true devotion he had a strong wish to come back to her.

He respected her and be banished for the one he loved was killing him.

She maybe had alot of brave warriors who look out for her, but he still was worried with her safety.

He was unable to protect, show his love and affection to her.

The queen had a good heart. She got angry and took her frustrations out on him and was feeling sorry for that and during one night had a dream.

She had a dream that he committed suicide. Even though he had a variety of undesirable traits, he was still a good person. She felt an overwhelming sense of guilt.

She could still remember his devotion words from the first time he became her knight: "I vow to serve you, obey you, to die for you if need be."

So the same way he was praying for her, she prayed for him.

One day the old knight appeared in front of her to see if she was feeling well. He was not only wishing to protect her. He knew she never would ask him to return, but if was her wish he waited her to just accept his return if she still wished talk with him.

He was hiding his face and could made her never notice his gaze, but he waited she could recognize him and accept him again.

She was so angry after notice him, when she had a moment of regret, she had that dream where she thought he was dead. She realized in that moment she should not has been guilty. She could never be the cause of his death. He was not dead, he was more alive than ever. And she banished him again. She was so furious.

He was not able to even defend himself agains her words.

Despite banishing him twice, the warrior continues loving her. Without see her again all his devotion was replaced by his guilt to make her suffer due his own feelings.

Would it be possible see her again? He obviously could not get closer to her, so only would be possible talk with her if she wished start the conversation.

He missed her...talk with her.......be her friend......her servant......he told her one time she was his best friend.....and would like to go back in the time she considered him a friend either.

Inside his mind he keep thinking about unfinished conversations with her.

Queen: "I banished you.....twice.......You came back..........twice................"

Queen: "so....I can't take you back.....and I can't send you away......"

Queen: "I me sorry"

Old knight: "Don't be.....All I've ever wanted was to serve you.........I love you.........I'll always love you........"

Old knight: "........Goodbye......."

He starts walking away but his Queen calls him back.

Queen: "Do not walk away from your queen...... You have not been dismissed......"

Queen: "You swore to obey my commands for the rest of your life...."

Queen: "...Well..... I command you to find the cure...........Wherever it is in this world.....I command you to heal yourself.....and then return to me...."

Queen: "..I need you by my side...."

Or maybe those words was just something from his own mind.......of course.

She could ask him to end his life......ask him to be her friend again......her warrior.....tell him scathing remarks....just hurt him again.....she only never could ask him to stop loving her.....How could he stop loving her?....How did he get over this?.....she meant the world to him.....she never would be able to understand that.....and was not her fault....


With the picture of her in his mind he walked....alone.....again....



Old knight: "..........Until my last breath..........I will remember. ...."



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I could say a lot things I don't like from that serie..........but one day I watched a scene with that knight and than I decided watch all scenes with him in that serie......I don't like the character of the queen......but I relate so much with Jorah Mormont....talking about the serie and not the book.....the version book I don't like him............


looks silly what I did......anyway.....I just use his quotes and the ones she told him.....and mix with something was on my mind


I respect him >>>>>> www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqd6K6…